start-again point

Today i've been emo,
don't like to mention what's the reason,oh, is reasonssss.

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of my sem3,
i can't lie, i worry, yes i am ==
i don't remember whether i worried on 1stsem and 2ndsem,
maybe because i play too much and spent too much in this sem break??
i feel bad, how if my fruits not equal with how much i spent??
omg, shouldn't worry at all, no cure.
And i'm gonna mix with new friends in this new sem t.t
i know no one in this new class, urghhhh.
i know i've been too pampered in sem2,
sticking with old bunch of friends,
don't even try to social with people out of my friend circle,
how am i going to survive then??

okay, forget about it,
since whatever i worry there will be no cure lol.

It's been a long time i don't type in english,
gonna train up my english abit,
i've been too lazy and speaking broken english like nobody business for some time.
feel so failure, drive badly, speak badly, act badly,
hafta stop being lazy, i don't wanna face the consequences.

going to bath and bye.