pissed post

well i've been super pissed off since wednesday, idky
i've to admit tat i even throw things in my room on thursday night lol
(not that serious as you thought -.- it juz last for few seconds)

i've been put way too much pressure on myself, seriously,
rationally think, actually my result seems to remain the same standard,
but i just DON'T KNOW WHY thought that i'm weak and useless#crap
some negative energy cloud just seems to randomly fall on my head -.-

it's too much, i've to stop my pissed off, it's useless to be pissed, it's sinful.

weak than others so what, untalented so what, not improve much so what.
i just hafta get used to everything.

sembreak where are you, i need some silent space,
i want to put more focus on my God, but my mind are all stucked.

-.- don't ask me what happen, i'll not answer -.-
my reason is just plainly mouliu.

btw i'm escaping from ma work a lil bit to post this pissed post lol,
tis is the work im currently doing,(just feel like posting)


Now imma doing this, you cannot imagine it took how much time -.-
i still have about 11more scene to go#crap


bf sometimes say i've been complaining too much,
but if i don't say out you want me die of pissed off meh.


-.-