Currently

Being emotionally fragile as always,
as what my lecturer shared few days ago,
"if you avoid to feel it, sooner or later you will become a robot and miss out a lot of little details in life, details eventually are great ideas"
--something like that, i don't remember the exalt sentence.

Being robotic for almost three years since i enter college,
I used to feel a lot when i'm in primary school being a typical emo writer lol,
but,
life is cruel, reality is cruel.
As people grow up,
more responsibilities fall on us,
i admit i'm not grown enough to hold these responsibilities,
i struggle a lot and i hit on walls, fall down on floors(both figuratively and literally -.-)
Btw i'm still struggling lol, but i improve i guess, now i'm emotionally calmer and trying hard to avoid falls.

No idea what i wanted to share lol,
sorry for my poor grammar,
sleepiness, tiredness and worried would conclude my current life.

I wonder when i am going to change better.