Perasan human

Just now i'm having afternoon nap and then was awaked by a bad news,
I can't believe we have to that work too,
thus i can't accept this fact then i keep on reading ppl's blog instead of starting to work :(

I think i'm such a perasan human,
seriously i shouldn't look at any people's work,
i feel so perasan that ppl could produce geng work which i cannot do >_<
ishhh i feel so bad.

And mr bf ignore me zzz.