please shut up

sometimes i don't wish to have brothers that elder than me so much. we don't argue, we don't fight, we seldom talked. i am so used to be a loner, in home, in school, in everywhere, i am too used to be a loner. i does try to change myself to a more social person, but then i try and reverse, reverse and try, and now i'm pretty sure than i've give up trying. i am satisfy with myself, still a loner, but not as loner as last time. please don't judge anyone, you don't know how much effort the people put on. please don't judge anyone, just because the person is different from you. please don't judge anyone, you should understand that the people had tried hard enough. please don't judge anyone, you are not any better. please don't judge anyone, mind your own business. no one understand, or maybe i don't deserve anyone to understand, maybe i am wrong, so what, stop saying i am wrong, stop judging i am wrong, how much you know about me, no one knows another person well, please don't judge, and stop the gossip as well. i don't want to hear anyone tell me i am wrong anymore, i am wrong enough, shut up.