還是孩子

或許大家都認為我很確定自己未來的路，
或許大家都覺得我的路很理所當然，
或許連我也這樣認為。







但其實我不太確定。




一直拿自己年級還小為藉口，
大家都在逼著我長大，
其實很鴨梨。
其實一直急著長大的我，
潛意識一直想當個孩子，
所以才會長不大，
對不對。





p/s:突然很想搞搞文藝，現實不太美麗，也搞搞新鮮打繁體字，嘻嘻。

Currently

Being emotionally fragile as always,
as what my lecturer shared few days ago,
"if you avoid to feel it, sooner or later you will become a robot and miss out a lot of little details in life, details eventually are great ideas"
--something like that, i don't remember the exalt sentence.

Being robotic for almost three years since i enter college,
I used to feel a lot when i'm in primary school being a typical emo writer lol,
but,
life is cruel, reality is cruel.
As people grow up,
more responsibilities fall on us,
i admit i'm not grown enough to hold these responsibilities,
i struggle a lot and i hit on walls, fall down on floors(both figuratively and literally -.-)
Btw i'm still struggling lol, but i improve i guess, now i'm emotionally calmer and trying hard to avoid falls.

No idea what i wanted to share lol,
sorry for my poor grammar,
sleepiness, tiredness and worried would conclude my current life.

I wonder when i am going to change better.

Calm Life

Should had blogged something good so that i could improve to a much a optimist person lol.
In fact, life is not bad recently.

My emotion get much more calmer,
basically because my face pimples problem reduce,
I left only 2 tablets and I've been stop eating for two days.

Try not to touch any spicy and definitely no fried food,
eat apples everyone, usually 2 apples a day.

Almost everyone is crazy about minions,
as a result, i was brain-washed lol,
and bought 2 anyway :) one yellow and one purple,
I want the clap hands with eye turning left and right, it was so cute but out of stock at 1pm in the afternoon lol it was unexpectedly too fast -.-
Someone posted on facebook said that someone bought all the minions and sell it higher price out :/ lol it was bad

Just spent RM58 to print my name card just now, it was pricy man,
but ok la Sunday i ask my dad to bought me a RM10 purse,
I likey but i think it will spoil very fast, so cheap what you want.

Having new things make people happy,
am going to get my taobao white huge bag by Thursday,
meeting with my beloved Waisum,
haven't saw her for months!
Although I'm busy but still have to spend time to meet out.