stuck

Well, after attending church on friday my temper seems to get in control+apology from timgaizok :D
Btw, actually i'm still stuck in sadness, have no idea why,
have been thinking plenty of reason,
1, self pity by my flu and cough
2, seriously need holidays
My holiday doesn't mean stuck at home,
I'm already stuck at home for days, beside go college+buy bread from king(opposite my house)+buy bread from tesco(lol, always muz use buy bread as excuse to go out, still super near from my home)+go church
I can sense my soul dying in this house..
I should admit that my parents doesn't seems like to have outings anymore, they love to stay at home? 囧 (due to old age maybe, they want to rest..) and i become like a burden always wanting to get out,(and use buy bread as excuse, lol)
My secondary school buddies need to study, time not match..no ppl accompany me at all..
I'm feel so alone every single day staying at home kacao-ing my dog, with my dad reading newspaper beside as the scene..|||

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