Negative

Tomorrow i'm having driving test,
don't want to comment about it -.-
helpless would be the only word i comment, lols.

I try not to think about the money stuff,
i just fail in applying ptptn,
i thought everything would turn out perfect once i success,
but the fact is, i'm way too positive? Blame mr.lim, lols.
he is the one that influence me to be much more positive and straight forward,
yea, YOUR FAULT :p
haiz, whatever, no matter i'm positive or negative,
the fact is the fact,
the fact is i fail in applying ptptn, and might also fail driving test?
Then i'm would be a absolutely FAILURE!!YAY!!
k shuddup -.- i don't feel well with all these failure anyway but there's nothing i can do, sad case, the only thing i can do is face it and whatsover, lols, i'm so negative now.

whatever. I just ought not to worry about money stuff,
there's nothing i can do,
i'm born to be a money spender machine, lols.
But everyone born to be so, right?
We all born to be money spender machine but transform into money maker machine when we grow up.
So, before i transform(lol, sounds like transformer),
then...
forget about it -_-

Kinda regret i choose chonghwa when i'm standard six,
paying 5 years school fees, somemore choose a super duber expensive college when i graduated,
But who knows what would happened if i'm not brought up in chonghwa,
i experience so much, learn so much and change so much,
if i study in an ordinary kebangsaan secondary, I might be a totally different person,
I might not keep fit, might not wear contacts, might not be hardworking, might not have fighting spirit,
and definetely i would not know my bbgs now :)
Btw, I also miss the time, when i'm running here and there, as a prefect,
it seems like we are struggling and fighting for minor miner things,
but that's so called teenages, we cry and fight for nothing but we all grow up by that.